February 1, 2010

Goodmorning..

I´m having a crappy morning. I slept really bad tonight, felt like I had a fever and just kept turning around. Then I woke up at eight and just couldn´t go back to sleep. So now I´m really tired and have just been sitting here.

Some days are just harder than others, some days memories come back and it hurts. I miss the US so much right now and it´s hard to explain why, but it just hurts inside me. The worst part is than I can´t cry, I feel the tears right inside my eyes, but they just wont come out. Don´t get it!

Well, I´m not going to get you more miserable than I am, I´ll get back later when I´m feeling better. Now I should try to do something even though I just feel like crawling back to bed and hide.
Love to you all!