Missing

I´m going to bed right now but it just came on me how much I miss the kids and the family in the states. I miss my life there and it´s hard to think of sometimes. I´m soo glad I´m going to Elin tomorrow, she always cheers me up!
It´s crazy how old feelings can come back just like that, without no reason. But they come fast and just empty your heart out so the only thing left is pain!
Luckily I know it will feel better soon and I know that I get to see them again. Life could still be worse..